2023.11.09

I once was told “you can’t be robotic with your emotions or ignore the pain you hold”

I even wrote a philosophical essay about not sincerely feeling emotions and questioning it -as a behavior that was thought and I learned.

Somehow I land in the category of being misunderstood.

Could it be because I choose to withhold my vulnerability to someone who presents themselves with bad intentions or to the idea that I will be used and disposed?

There are many ways to approach the reason I choose to not be expressive with everyone I know.

Don’t take it personal, just know I do feel more than I will ever let you know.

2023.11.09

I was once told, "You can't be robotic with your emotions” and “ ignore the pain you have."

I even questioned my genuine emotional response and wrote a philosophical essay on it as a behavior I had learned.

I seem to fit the description of someone who is misinterpreted.

Is it because I refuse to expose myself to someone who seems to be trying to harm me or because I fear being taken advantage of and thrown away?

There are many approaches to taking up the explanation.

 I don't choose to express myself to everyone I know.

Please understand that I do feel more than I will ever let you know.

Don't take it personally.